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i lied...i will update about something exciting.
Adam is amazing. How can you not like a guy who sends a half dozen Tiger Lily's to your work for no reason at all? Just because he loves me and cares about me. Sends me flowers. Just because!
I wanted to like cry when I got them. They are absolutely ridiculous beautiful.
he is it.
im convinced.
nothing can change my mind.
seriously. this is the way it is supposed to be.
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wow its been like a month since i have updated.
seriously thats a little ridiculous.
so much is going on in life right now. i dont even know where to begin. Life keeps just throwing me curves. Im unsure as to which one I am supposed to follow. Everytime I get sometype of set idea in my mind, something else happens and throws the whole equilibrium mindset I have established way way outta line. For instance lets take soccer. I have been all set on playing at Buffalo State now since like October. The coach likes me and the way I play, and told me I can get some good playing time if I attend there in the fall. Now lets take into play all the variables which are now effecting this decision: #1. March 15th I have to have ligament reconstruction surgery on my ankle #2. I'm not even 100% what I would go to school there for, and would hate it completely if I went there just to play soccer and not focus on my schoolwork (yes I am a nerd) #3. Adam Longchamps happened to me- no seriously. I love this kid to death and not really completely sure if I really want to leave him to go to school #4.Did I meantion I really don't know what I should major in anymore?!?
its just SOOO shitty. and im so tired and so stressed (already) and just have no time for myself. i either go to school, work, soccer, or Adams. thats my life for the past two months. ANd mind you I have no regrets about it...but what happened to me time?
my grandmother is constantly getting worse and worse. I mean honestly...how to do you forget to take your cancer medicine? Especially after you have had cancer three different times?!? SERIOUSLY. I love her right to pieces and it kills me everyday seeing her the way she is.
My aunt that I live with had her baby!!! :-) :-) Her name is Victoria Angela Watkins. She is seriously so beautiful. I want her to be like..all grown up right now just so I can spoil her and teach her the real tools of the trade *wink*wink*
I got my packet in the mail the other day for my Fredonia audition.
Still completely Indecisive about that one.
And Fredonia is what I've had my heart set on for the past two years.
I need to learn to stick up for myself and say whats on my mind. It's getting to the point where I don't ever say anything I want and all it does is stay boiled up inside of me and then I just like explode on someone. not kosher.
InOtherNews: Jamie my boss at rue21 said that if decide to stay down here for the summer again and go to BCC next year (which I very well might do)that she will more than likely promote me to Assistant Manager. How exciting?!?:-)
k thats enough for now. i hate venting about stupid shit saying how messed up and confusing my life is. i dont even rememeber the last time I wrote about something exciting happening to me. lame-O.
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yeah i know its always such a long time between entries. and then i write a ton. oh well.
so i believe I have offically decided to change majors. It sucks because I really love music SOOOO much but it just frustrates me to no end. I do very well in all my classes...I mean I have a 3.6 GPA for the past 3 semesters...but it just causes me way way way to much stress. I hate it. I can't deal with it. And plus I can't do what I want to do with music anyway. Actually, I'm not even really sure as to what I did want to do with it in the first place. At first I wanted to be Mrs. Deforest. Exactly. Be a fine arts director and be in charge of all the shows and plays and everything. And I would still love to because I just have this natural feel for the stage. I love being there. But then I was like...hey lets work in a recording studio. But I can't find a place I want to go to for that and I really don't want to go to FullSail down in Florida. I mean Oneonta would be good...but..I still want to play soccer. and they don't take walk-ons for the team. Plus...ex-boyfriend Marley goes there and that is NOT gonna be cool. But I decided im goin to finish out my last semester here at Broome so I can get my Associates Degree in Music Education and Performance and at least have something to fall back on.
So I believe I might just change to Athletic Training. It what I wanted to go to school for in the first place right when I was a senior. I think that I would love doing it because basically physical theraphy has been the story of my life for the past..oh...6 years? yeah thats about it. And I love the human body, it intrests me so much. Plus I love sports so much, I can't imagine not being around them. So I decided I might go to Cortland and play two years of soccer there and then move to Maine and finish up my bachelors. (your asking...why Maine?...well I shall tell you)
I know it seems like I switch guys like I switch my underware but I've realized its because I keep constantly trying to find someone who makes me feel the same way that Chris did. Don't get me wrong, hanging out with Chris the other night was absolutely amazing. Like...indescribable. Just like the old times. But, I'm not sure if there will ever be something between us again. The way he talked made it seem as if he might want it, but I dunno. Serious changes would have to be made if that would ever work between us again. Maybe we are just better off being friends I guess. I recently have met a guy named Adam. He's fabulous. He plays Hockey down here in Binghamton (not for the school but for the Jr. Senators...basically seriously hes gonna like go pro someday...he is sick nasty). Adam makes me feel like I have never felt before. He is from Maine, and him and I have talked about moving back there after next year when he ages out for the Junior Team. And honestly, I would have no problem with it. Its weird because we talk about so much stuff dealing with the future (weve been together for like a month now) but it dosen't freak either one of us out. Deep down inside I really do see myself having a future with this kid. Hes just the home-town-country-hunting-fishing type a guy I usually go for. I dunno, it just weird and I can't describe it. Like he was gone from Friday-Tuesday to Chicago to play in this like U.S. All-Star tournament (yeah hes that good) and I missed him so much its ridiculous. Although I guess when you hang out with someone everday and then you dont see them for five days it'll get to you. Maybe I'm just like..head over heels for this guy, but I jsut can't describe it. It just feels...right.
Oh and the other day I tried Moose meat. Suprisingly, its delicious. Didn't think that it would be. But it was. mmmm mmmmm.
im sorry for ranting.
ps...i have to have surgery on my ankle :-( this should be fabulous.
much ♥
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i wasnt to impressed with Hostel.
i thought it was supposed to be this big huge scary movie and i was gonna like have nightmares and everytrhing.
nope.
basically....it seemed like a horror Porno movie. seriously. the whole first half is completely sex sex sex sex and the whole second half is like blood and chainsaws and crap. i wasnt scared but i was just like...what the frig?!? the whole movie. caus eits just weird.
i dunno i probably wouldnt pay to see it again. im torn...not the greatest. very disappointed :-(
Wolf Creek was even worse. it was basically like Blair Witch Project set in australia. blah.
The Producers on the other hand... amazing! ♥ matthew brodrick was soooooo good in it..and so was Uma Thurman. im relaly not a big fan of her work but shes was awesome. and Will Ferrell....of course...incrediable.
Rent should come out on dvd...like...now
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Last night I hung out with Chris until like 4am
it was amazing.
seriously like im speechless.
just like old times.
And I LOVED IT
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[03 Jan 2006|05:33pm] |
its been so long since i have last wrote. sorry guys.
i feel just as if i have nothing exciting to write about. life seems to routine for me latley and it sucks. I work all the time and hardly have any time to do anything with any of my friends. and any of my friends i do end up hanging out with we just go downtown and drink. and even that gets boring after a while.
my grades were alright this semester. i only ended up getting a 3.4 though...all acuse i got a friggen D in music theory...which by the way is a BULLSHIT grade and everyone in my class knows it and is sticking up for me. nice to know some people care :-)
im seriously considering switching majors. i dont even wanna do music anymore. its so annoying and im not doing what i want with it. i feel bad cause now it seemes as if i just wasted the past two years in terms of schooling...but i wouldnt change it for anything.Im almost 100% positive that I want to go to Buffalo State in the fall. The coach really wants me to play there...but then again there isnt reallly anything that i want to go there for. I mean they have music and everything but i dunno..music is just so much academic now and its so dumb. i hate classical music..i dont want to be classicaly trained..i want to do jazz and blues and work in a recording studio and everything like that and be a director but im sick of people constantly telling me that i wont make it. my teachers take nothing into consideration at all. my theroy teacher thinks we should just go home and study music for like ten hours a night. sory but i have two jobs that i need to work in order to pay my bills. but whatever. im sick of always venting about this cause its dumb.
ill feel terrible if i go to buffalo just to play soccer. then ill be wasting even more money.
i was looking at there Health and Wellness Major. maybe i could be a personal trainer or coach or something. but i still dont think id be happy with that. i know what i want to do...but just cant find the place to do it. and none of my teachers seem as if they have the time of day or the desire to even care about there students. but whatever.
ive been home for two days and havent done anything. jessica hasnt even called me which makes me actually realy really upset. but whatever.
and i didnt even make anynew years resolutiions either. gay. its not as if id stick to them anywaz.
oh well.
sorry for me venting :-(
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so anywaz...i thought i would post this and find out what everyone thought:
FOr part of my final for my History of Popular Music Class..my teacher said that we have to burn 1 cd of songs that we would consider to be our Ultimate Mix. it can include anything and everything, but can only fit on one CD. This seriously will probably take me a while to figure out...i have wayyy to much music.
so...just out of curiousity..if you had this project to do...what songs would you put on?
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So the past couple days have just been...increadible.
First off: EVERYONE MUST SEE RENT!!! I have come to the realization that It WILL be my goal in life to play Maureen. Cuase that is just one saucy role and I forgot how increadibly amazing it is until I watched the movie. It was so nice to have real actual singers in this one (besides Phantom which was just f-word gay). I was in love. Amazing. Speechless! And it was great because the one black guy from Law&Order was playing Collins and it was just hard imagining him being such a musical person when you watch L&O. I cried when Angel died. of course. And decided that I must go see Rent on broadway. Ive seen it off broadway..but I must see it on Broadway. And watching that made me realize how much i just miss musical theater stuff. its crazy! I want to do a show SOOO badly. balksdjflkjsdfa.
Second off: I went on Sunday to see my favoritest band in the WHOLE world play. Yeah duh..Matchbook Romance! It was my second time seeing them and they were just breathtaking. It was cool cause I saw Andy Fondak and Andy Webb, Ernie Williams, Steve Steele and Jon Sanford there. But I was right in the front row. Like I couldnt get any close to the stage unless I was on top of them. amazing ♥
Third Off: I got my new car finally!! 2002 Pontiac Grand Am. I know go and say it Im spoiled. Yes I am very well aware of this. And I hate it. seriously! This is my third car since gradutaion...I do not deserve having such a nice car. (btw...seriously...its so nice its sicking) But my dad loves me way way way alot because he knows I've always wanted a Grand Am. So he made it happen for me. He said that I deserve it because I make him so proud with everything I do and all my accomplisments and everything. I love my dad :-)
Fourth Off: I have a new boyfriend now. His name is Marley. Hes 21. Hes adorable. although everyone hates me for being with him but whatever. We met last semester and are now finally dating. Its a fun time. He seriously treats me like a princess...its crazy! Like he already told me for Xmas he is planning on buying us tickets to go see Wicked down in NYC on like the 29th. And we are gonna spend the day in the city, watch the show, go to dinner probably and he wants to go ice skating in central park. Seriously...tihs kid! I dont know how to deal with him! :-P but im head over heels for him so its all good.
Fifth Off: Im scared about applying to school. I went and applied to Oneonta, Brockport, Potsdam, Fredonia and Buffalo State. Im freaking out because I have seriously ridiculous amounts of work to do before the semester is over. And I'm so scared I'm not goin to pull of a good GPA. not sure why Im obbsessed with it but I am. I think it might be Buffalo State though since the coach wants me to play soccer there. Then I can be a Bengal! :-)
well that is all. sorry its such a long entry. but hey...half of you wont probalby read the whole thing anywaz. hope everyone has a good thanksgiving. eat lots of food. dont regret the food you and think omg i feel fat..because its once a year..and its the most delicious food EVER. love you all! ♥
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| Your Heart Is Orange | 
Love equals unbridled happiness for you. You enjoy the wild ride of falling in love.
And while the ride is fun for a while, you always get off once the thrill is gone.
Your flirting style: Hyper
Your lucky first date: Anything you need your passport for!
Your dream lover: Is both daring and well grounded
What you bring to relationships: Energy |
| Your Birthdate: August 5 | 
You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others.
Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy.
Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas.
Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges.
Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower
Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom
Your power color: Tangerine
Your power symbol: Ace
Your power month: May |
| What Your Underwear Says About You | 
You buy the sexiest underwear you kind find, and always have something hot on underneath your clothes.
You're a closet exhibitionist who gets a thrill from being secretly naughty. |
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sooo sorry its been such a friggen long as time since ive updated. yikes. ive just had no time to do anything. it seems as if im more busier now that soccer is done than when i was actually in season. oh and to make things even BETTER will you please look at what my friggen schedual is going to be like for next semester:
- Music Theory II (just so i can get a higher grade in it)
- History of 18th Century Music
- Communicating about Ideals and Values
- Human Biology I (with the lab)
- Choir
- Applied Music IV
- Beginning Guitar
- Guitar Ensemble
- Songwriting
- Voice Class II
awesome huh? yeah that means 20 friggen credit hours. yup soooo shoot me now. please. no seriously. im done. i might just pretty much die. yup. so no more social life for me.
in other news: i might finally of gotten a new car. 2001 Mercury Cougar. My soccer coach owns a car lot and hes gonna sell it to me pretty cheap. yay!
in other news part 2: So I talked to the Buffalo State soccer coach this past weekend and he seems very very interested in having me play for them next season. He said that I seem as if im a strong athletic tough player who would make a pretty good addition to the team. so ive gotta go there in december or so and meet the team and everything and get some paperwork done and everything. unfourtantly they cant give me money cause its only a Div III school...buttttt...maybe i can hook up with some academic scholarships or something. <3
in other news part 3: life is too confusing. nothing you can ever do will make everyone happy and nothing you can ever do is good enough.
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I decided Im goin to list all the reason why Tuesday was an aboslutely horrible crappy shitty day:
1. A man was found stabbed to death on the side of the highway at 1230am and like two days ago.. 5 people got shot while walking out of a club. I love how safe Binghamton is to live
2. My alarm went off late
3. My socks werent dry for my soccer game
4. Shannon's greatgrandmother died
5. It was snowing and the roads were icy
6. I GOT INTO ANOTHER CAR ACCIDENT. yup...CAR #2 IS NOW TOTALED (im not getting blamed for it tho cause it was really crappy roads and weather and there were literally four accidents that happend on the same half mile stretch as where mine was) 
7. I was over a half hour later for my bus for the soccer game
8. I was soaking wet for the whole bus ride up to Cortland
9. Had to play in a quaterfinal game to go to national for soccer...two hours after getting into a car accident
10. Played in the absolute coldest weather imaginable
11. The feild we played on literally had puddles up to my ankles in the middle of the whole feild
12. I got punched in the face by the girl i was guarding....literally
13. Lost our playoff game because of a BULLSHIT call
14. Was soaking wet for the whole ride home
15. Forgot all my hmwk on the bus
16. Sucked at life big time
so basically. life sucks now. No soccer, No Car, No boyfriend, no nothing. yup...awesome huh? but the insurance company called and said that my car is totaled because all the engine stuff is messed up. soooo another new car for me. i suck. seriously. this will be the thrid car ive had since graduation. and that was only a year and half ago. im lucky im not getting blamed though and it was because of bad weather. butttt..i did get my last car at an auction and only paid like five grand for it..and the kbb value of it is something like 7500...so i might actually make money on this lol. so once again i must start the process of looking for a new car.
i think im starting to take over for Jess Guyette in the accident department
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I stole this from andychan cause i thought it was cool plusss i really LOVE this song:
so, yeah...i just spent five minutes watching the "dirty little secret" video over and over again trying to read all of the postcards, so i guess i should just write them down. (HIGHLIGHT THE ONES THAT APPLY TO YOU.)
here, for your viewing non-pleasure, are ALL of the postcards from "DLS" in chronological order:
- I want to go blind so I don't have to see them together. (X)
- I'm a virgin. ( )
- I waste office supplies because I hate my boss. (X) (haha i really do at dicks tho..but i love my boss..i jsut waste stuff)
- I haven't spoken to my dad in 10 years....and it kills me everyday. ( )
- Everything I told her...was a complete lie! ( )
- When I eat, I feel like a failure. (X )
- I had gay sex at church camp. 3 times. ( )
- I pee in the sink. (X ) i have before!! hahaha only when my soccer girls are around ;-)
- I am a peaceful person who happens to be filled with violent rage. ( )
- She Cheated. ( )
- I make fun of FAT people, but my mom is HUGE. (X ) (change mom to sister...but i love my sister)
- I wish I was the other twin. ( )
- I hate feeling alone. (X)
- I'm only dating her to get to her sister. ( )
- I'm afraid of taking the next step.... (X)
- I miss feeling close to God. (X) *this is the truest statment of them all*
- I hate people who remind me of myself. (X)
- I fear I have an undiagnosed mental illness. (X)
- 3 years ago, I tried to kill myself....now I'm 18 and people say I'm happy....but i still want to die... ( )
- I'm afraid that no one will ever love me...as much as my dog does. (X) *truest statement #2*
- Sometimes I think my fiance isn't THE ONE. ( )
- Sometimes I fake empathy to get people to like me. ( )
- I'm afraid of naked women. ( )
- I leave poetry in library books. (X)
- I love you so much but I can't tell you!!!!! (X)
- I feel ugly because I'm half-black, half-white. ( )
- I cheated on my SAT and got a SCHOLARSHIP. ( )
- I thought I was in love with him. (X)
- I take more than the suggested dose... (X)
- I only love 2 of my children. ( )
- I'm in love with my best friend. (XXXXX)
- I'm afraid to answer the telephone. ( )
- People think that I've STOPPED LYING...but I've just gotten better at it. ( )
- I know it really stinks. But I like the smell of my own poop. ( )
- My family is rich but I shoplift EVERYDAY. ( )
- I have more body hair than any woman should. (X) *only cause im way to lazy to shave my legs*
haha your turn!!
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| How You Are In Love | 
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
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this is so true its friggen sickening. especially the part about stay in love for a long time even if you arent loved back...and when I fall, I fall hard. (coughCHRISTOPHER*HILYERcough) i hate being attached. god i suck at life. and i hate that every attempt at relationships has failed since him. its been a year next week, I shouldnt still feel this wayyyyy
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So I really havent updated in FOREVER. and Im sorry. Ive been soooo busy with jsut everything. Soccer takes up like all my time but I dont really care because I love my soccer team more than anything.
Life has been sucky lately though. It seems like I just always make everyone mad. Weither I dont put forth enough "effort" or Im just forgetful (like ive always been). and i hate disappointing people. maybe i have been selfish lately. but the horrible part is...ive been having such a good time lately. I love going out with my girls they just make me soo happy.
Soccer is going good...we are 11-5, one more game to play in regular season and then we start playoffs on saturday. i really hope we do well. ugh thatll be amazing. i love the game so much i dont know what id do without it.
Im not even going to talk about boys. because thats just one HUGE mess in itself. seriously. basically im retarded. and i realized i really dont want a relationship right now. im having to much fun being single doin the things i couldnt do before. although i do miss the boyfriend/girlfriend feeling...but seriously ive got way to much to focus on now. school is so stressful as it already. with all my auditions coming up and trying to figure out where the heck i want to transfer too. its just annoying. and im pretty sure i wouldnt be a very fair girlfriend because im to consumed in my school work and soccer and work to try and find time for a boyfriend. oh well though i guess. i am having a fun time being single but there still that little piece in me thast missing.
So Im gonna make a cut now with tons of pics. These pretty much will show how my life has been like the past couple of weeks. There is probably going to be a ton of them...so be prepared.
( My Life Through the Lens )
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so its def. been a while since I have updated. It's crazy. I have come to a revalation in my life though...one i should of had a long time ago..but now is a very good time in my life to realize it.
Friendship has this way of making your life so much better. Right now I'm going through some really tough times. My grandmother is in the hospital with cancer (3rd time) in her liver and lungs, her kidneys are failing, shes blind in one eye and her heart is giving out on her. She dosent eat, drink, sleep or do anything. The doctors have given her three months to live, but I know it will probably be less than that. I've been so depressed and stressed about that, but my friends have been there for me to make it all better. Everyday I look foward goin to school just because I know for at least a couple of hours, I can escape what I'm feeling and laugh and have a good time with my friends. True friendship is very hard to find, and even harder to keep. I miss my friends from home so much. Even the ones I've grown apart from over the years. Even all you folk here on LJ, everyday I read your entries and I still get something from them. You see thats the true beauty of friendship, is being able to discover something new everyday from someone. Even the ones who you may think are just acquaintances or whatever, you still get something from them. Maybe I just read into things or hold onto things too much, but I've just really realized this semester so far that people come in and out of your lives so much its hard to really grasp onto something good and keep it. But friends are the good thing that always keeps you going. Im so blessed and lucky to have a best friend that I've had since I was 4 years old who, despite living three hours away, still has so much influence on my life.
*Everything changes and nothings the same but as we grow up one thing does remain, I was with you before and will be til the end, cause nothing on earth could replace my best friend.* (i found that quote online and I almost cried because its so true)
Also...I think seriously everyone should listen to "I Feel Home" by OAR. It really is one of the greatest songs ever.
*There are few things pure in this world anymore,
and home is one of the few.
We'd have a drink outside,
maybe run and hide if we saw a couple men in blue.
To me it's so damn easy to see
that true people are the people at home.
Well, I've been away but now I'm back today,
and there aint a place I'd rather go.
I feel home,
when I see the faces that remember my own.
I feel home,
when I'm chillin outside with the people I know.
I feel home,
and that's just what I feel.
Home is reality,
and all I need is something real.
Feelin alright, headin out tonight,
maybe out to a dark driveway.
I say now some feel bored,
and some are lookin for more.
Well, we all just decide to stay.
We got nothin to do,
and I look at you
I see something that I know and love.
and with the crack of a smile we all stay a while
we know from home there aint nothing above.
Well in the end we can all call a friend
well that's something I know as true.
And then a thousand years and a thousand tears
I confide in my original crew
cuz to me throughout eternity
there's somewhere where you're welcome to go
I said it's something free that means a lot to me
when I'm with my friends I feel home.
I feel home,
when I see the faces I remember my own
I feel home,
when I'm chillin outside with the people I know.
I feel home,
and that's just what I feel.
Home is reality,
and all I need something real
Home is reality,
and all I need something real
I feel home.
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[07 Sep 2005|09:12pm] |
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the other day a guy called the music department and asked if there was anybody who could sing two national anthems for the upcoming opening of the hockey leauge down here at binghamton. So Mr. Graham gave the job to Heather (one of the best 1st sopranos ive ever heard), Liz (a very strong second soprano) and Ashley (kinda second soprano with a good low range) and myself. So we are using the version of the Star Spangled Banner that we used my senior year at the Pep Rally and junk. So we worked on that and it sounds amazing with the four of us singing it. But then today Mr. Graham tells us that we have to sing the Canadian National Anthem also. Why?!? Not sure..but oh well.
Mind you we have to do this on Sept 19th . So we go and ask Dr. Kinney (the head of the music dept..and the theory teacher) if he still had his copy of O Canada becasue we need to sing it for the hockey game. So he says "no...but here..ive got a little project for the four of you to do" He tells us he will give us the words and the melody to O Canada and for us to write our own arrangement of O Canada.
So my new "project" is to make my own arrangement of "Oh Canada" before Monday so we have the week to practice it. I think my head might explode. Although he DID say that if he likes it enough that he would send it to his publisher and we might be able to get it published or something. yay!
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[06 Sep 2005|01:16am] |
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so me and the soccer team decided to go out and have a good time after our scrimmage on saturday. oh and what some times they were! its awesome that i have these girls cause i love them times ten. but yeah we got pretty ridiculous with the boys team. (no pics of them though cause they are gay!) but oh well...enjoy cause there are some def. funny ones!!
( oh what a fun night this was )
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its crazy when you think you will never ever see someone again in your life and then suddenly they just randomly pop back in when you least expect it. actually...its sort of amazing in that regard.
so last semester i was very surprised to see Corey Coleman was in my classes. i mean...i hadn't seen him since my freshman year of high school. and its been awesome because weve hung out and we get along fabulous now so its been cool. and hes back again this semester which is even cooler. but this is the crazy part...his brother Sean (yeah the middle one who kinda like..just moved and disappered like...6 years ago?) anywaz...Sean and I used to hang out all the time. He used to come over to my house with Charlie Carr and Matt Chaffee and crap and we would just hang out and swim and just cause havoc. well anywaz...he kind of just left..and then.. boom...hes in binghamton now too! I ran into him at the mall one day and i was like "holy shit!" and then i had to go back to work or whatever. but then i was at a party the other weekend and there he was again!! i was like...no crap! i seriously thought that i would never ever see this kid again in my life. and now here he is back in town near me. and we had so much at the party it was great. and now weve talked a couple times since then and are goin to hang out sometime and play some guitar and chill. and holy crap did he get hot!! whoa. its awesome though. very stoked about seeing him this weekend.
anywaz..school sucks. yeah oh well. and i had to play soccer in a hurricane today. seriously. the hurricane got to us and it was downpouring. like i was walking in the parking lot and the water was above my ankles. ridiculous. oh well.
i.need.sleep. 8am classes suck everyday
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